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Plans to come back to blogging.

2011-06-06T16:33:00.000-07:00

HEY PEEPS, IM BACK TO BLOGGING, SO PLS LINK ME BACK UP ALRIGHT?
I've decided to come back to blogging cause i think i realy need a place for me to vent my anger/speak out.
Poly life had been well, normal so far.
Classmates were great.
Having new friends like Bryan and Jiamin and Aisyah really was fun.
But sure enough i miss my secondary school life more :)
AND GERALDINE, IF U'VE BEEN COMING TO MY BLOG REGULARLY JUST TO LOOK AT THE PAST,
ITS TIME U LOOK INTO THE FUTURE OK?
OR U WAN ME TO DELETE THOSE POST?

No doubt, i loved u dearly in the past, and honestly, i dun regret it, even till now.
U were given a choice, but u didnt choose me, and i dun blame u for it.
I couldnt give u everything, but i gave wat i think was the best for u.
And i was really reluctant to give up until the very last sec.
But just wanna let u know, i'll always be there if u need me.
And u too know that when i say it, i mean it.

Ok i gotta go study for my ct now, bye peeps.
AkatsukiSven

P/s:I trust love no more.

O LEVEL OVER WOOTS

2010-11-23T05:14:00.000-08:00

Wah i like purposely let my blog die.
Cannt, must think of a way liao.
HAHA!
GRADUATION WAS FUCKING COOL!
Ok la, i love my outfit except that my pullover abit big.
LOL!
AIYA I WAN DOTA LIAO.
WITH THE SELF-PROCLAIM KAWAII CARRINE.

See you in that wedding dress~
AkatsukiSven

Sadded me but a happy u

2010-10-28T03:39:00.000-07:00

Sigh, o lvl come so fast.
This year passed so quickly.
Faster o lvl finish then grad day le!
Gonna get clothes weeeee!
But i still hesitating on skinnies or long pants.
Long pants look kinda nerd leh, but skinny like abit ah beng.
Straight jeans is out, who wears straight jeans to graduation?
Only retards wear that.
Actually long pants like not bad la.
But i wan choose a colour thats eye catching.
Not red la of course but sth not so dull la. LOL!
But this is like a good excuse for me to buy cheap monday skinny!
Omg omg im like going crazy. I should be thinking abt o lvl paper. Not this!
Ok mistake realised.
Time to go mug le. Wish me luck for tmr's paper!
Ok nvm tmr's chem and physics. I got the skills already so the luck abit useless. LOL

Sometimes i wonder, who are you talking abt?
AkatsukiSven

Argh

2010-10-20T04:29:00.000-07:00

Argh i should just freaking die already.
I tot all i did was to make u happy.
But in fact, Wat i did was made u scared!
FML man.
I meant no harm.
I just liked u, thats all.
U dun have to reply me immediately.
I can wait.

Im longing for ur reply.
AkatsukiSven

Ok...

2010-10-17T03:31:00.001-07:00

Ok im posting at grandlink so gonna make it a fast one.
Summary of 15/10/2010:
Woke up then chiong down to Jurong to get the present for gennie.
Was suppose to arrive at thursday, which is like late by 1 day for her birthday.
But the person tell me got one stock arriving today but it belongs to another person.
So i was like please please please the person.
Then the person say help me ask the person whether can let me first anot la.
After awhile, the person called and say the buyer agree to give it to me first but i have to pay her like 15 more dollars.
Of course i quickly ok la, ltr the buyer change his/her mind.
After collecting the present at jurong, went to centrepoint next.
Help peiying bought sticky and i too bought some for gennie.
After that bussed down to peiying house there and pass her the stickys.
I scare she eat finish gennie one oso LOL.
Actually buy packet one for gennie de.
But Sticky no stock so i bought the jar one.
Freaking 9.90.
Ok la, never regret and wun regret.

Ok thats all for today.
Tuesday going Somerset 313 Icing room to design a cake i think.
Not too expensive la.
Buy the small small one.
:)
After that rush to sch for consultation + library study.
Thats about all ba.
Then wednesday is gennie's birthday already!
Thursday science practical, Screw it.
Friday consultation, Next monday English paper for O lvl.
FML.

Im waiting for u, and i'll never let go. <3
AkatsukiSven

sorry but you're condemned forever in my book. :)

2010-09-14T08:05:00.000-07:00

You, are no longer my problem.
I dun even care about wat you say, wat you do anymore.
They're not important to me and i dun wan to know anything thats related to you.
Oh you can tell them to your pet dogs.
Im sure they'll wag their tail for you to see.
You wanna know why i stopped talking to you-know-who?
Well let me tell you this.
You have achieved the same thing as her.
Congratulations :)

Ignoring people is so fun. :)
AkatsukiSven

Selena gomez craze

2010-09-08T18:28:00.000-07:00

Ok i've officially gone in a total selena gomez craze. LOL
Been studying with cheryl yesterday at stadium mac.
Had a great time with each other.
Today going tpy study with shaun and her again i guess.
Im sucha happy boy this holidays.
Oh ya, i have been tonning at jam's house too.
HoN with my dearest bunch of friends is really cool.
And it beats missing you, bitch.
But i guess you need your dogs to miss you more than you need me.
So, who cares? LOL!
Oh and i figure out that since the dogs will still be around next year, not that i mean they will even pass n levels (gosh, do dogs take n levels theses days?) but you would probably miss the doggy companions more.
Oh and if you read this, dun unleash your dogs please.
Dun make them bite me :(
If i even dare to write this on my blog, rest assure im well prepared to go all out already. :)

Revenge, is oh so sweet. :)
AkatsukiSven

I guess this is better, for me and for you

2010-08-26T01:30:00.000-07:00

Guess i couldnt take it anymore.
Things are just so fucked up between me and you.
Sometimes ur hot, sometimes ur cold.
How in the world i can tahan that?
One moment u're nice to me and another ur with some guys doing shits.
U know that i like you and u just dun care.
You just took me for granted as though i will always be there.
I really had enough.
If u think those guys u hang out with can give u the happiness that u wan, suits urself.
Im not trying to say anything like i AM the one who can give u the happiness that u wan.
But at the least i tried my very best.
And i can feel my conscience.
Watever that i do for u, i did the best.
Be it getting ur breakfast, giving u dozens of strepsils when you had the bad sore throat and wanting to see u every second of the day.
But all these, aint getting appreciated.
I know its hard for u.
Cause me, im not so perfect.
I dun have the looks nor i have the money.
Its perfectly normal for u to feel that way.
I know my own limits and i dun regret liking u so much.
Even now, im still clinging on to the tiny hope that u'll change ur mind.
But i know u wun and u never will.

"I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you."

I want to have u back but i guess this is better, for me and for you.
AkatsukiSven

Can everyone just go back in time?

2010-08-16T03:25:00.000-07:00

Sigh... I dunno if it's raining because im sad right now or its just pure coincidence.
Dunno why talk to bzj this few days she like dun even bother one.
Guess she grew bored of me le ba...
Maybe this is wat the chinese proverb, Yuan fen yi jin means ba..
Like wat my reading have taught me.
Friends will come in some part of your lifes.
And some will leave when their time of being part of your life ends...
When it ends, it has no warnings, and it cant be undo.
How hard you try, how persistent you are.
Its gone.
Maybe all this is just my paranoid-feelings at work.
I too hope its not true.
But it just seems so real to me..
Although we'll remain as "friends", like we are right now.
But things will never ever be the same again.
I doubt i can even call u bzj ever again.
Sigh...

Dejected feelings had my mood plundged down again.
AkatsukiSven

PRELIMS SUCK!

2010-08-14T20:09:00.000-07:00

English prelim is :(
Although i know how to do, but still it was difficult.
And i seriously need to buck up on my maths.
I cant fail my maths or it'll all be gone...
Now, i onli got confidence of passing chinese, english, combined humans and for combined science.
Maths the most important subject and i cant even secure it.
Just pray hard o lvl maths isnt that hard as i think ba.

Anybody wanna study?
I need some friends to study tgt or i'll just spend my time rotting away again.
No age range, can be anybody!

Study hard, play hard and love u hard.
AkatsukiSven

I can finally feel u closer and closer to me.

2010-07-28T04:08:00.000-07:00

I can finally feel u closer and closer le.
So much so tat i wan u to be mine, the choice is still urs.
Get well soon alright :)

Class today was hmm.... superb i guess.
I can say that i enjoyed myself today.
Although i kinda flunk history and maths.
But i top ss section A too!
:)
Hope my section B is as good as my section A and help me secure that pass or higher grade in combined humans.
Math paper 2 is coming, I NEED TO DO WELL FOR THAT PAPER!
And i know i will :)
Made class tee ytd, Quite nice :)
Love it haha!
WHEN IS THERE GOING TO BE CLASS OUTING HUHUHUH LOLOLOL
I sound like a sec 1 omg.
Ok its time for me to go now so STAY TUNED!

Will u eventually be mine? Lets find out.
AkatsukiSven

You are mine, till the end of time.

2010-07-20T01:24:00.000-07:00

Si aeroplane, keep never reply my msg hor!
Hope u crash ah u asshole!

Listening compre rocks man.
The teacher super funny LOL
She laugh non stop in the beginning.
I slept halfway but somehow manage to get the answers.
PE today was fun!
Love the handball.
Hope 5beast will win!
I WAN THE YOG EZLINK CARD OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
OK TODAY POST TILL HERE ONLI PS ARH!

I'll love you till the end of time.
AkatsukiSven

18/07/10

2010-07-17T22:46:00.000-07:00

Must people cherish things only when they're near to losing it?
I just dun understand.
When i was good to u, u just dun give a damn.
But now?
Sigh forget it.
Soccer on friday was fun yet tiring.
Although it left me wounds and injuries, i enjoyed the whole process.
But i just dun understand SOME PARTICULAR PERSON,
Play till so ah gua, everytime the ball out, he AUTOMATICALLY will shout OURS.
Its like he never even see who kick the ball out one.
Totally no sportsmanship.
Such person live in lies, i wonder how he survive so long.
Then, again, soccer dun play slide? Then dun play soccer la?
Play basketball la?
Soccer no slide then do wat?
Keep tackling??
If keep tackling works why the need to slide?
And the one injured oso not him, talk so much for wat?
Ah gua dun wan injury, play till humji, burden team.
Lucky not my team.
People play to win one, he play to have fun onli.
Wanna have fun go arcade play winning eleven la?
People never complain he complain so much, like ku niang liddat.
I hate this kind of people lor.
Like xiao bai lian liddat.
I think one small scar on the face can make him go suicide already.
This kind of person seriously just go die luh.
Ok back to friday's match.
I SCORED A BLOODY GOAL OK!
THOMAS MULLER STYLE LOLOLOLOL.
Won the game with a 6-5 score.
GOODJOB TEAM!
Kai sheng super zai in dribbling, chiawei assist :)
Jamuel good in soccer, terence oso good.
Terence MAN OF THE MATCH!
He injured so many times still can endure so much,
Im so changing my opinion of him.
His personality not bad one leh actually.
Just some times SIBEI GL.
It was overall a great game.
Well played by both teams.
Except for that basket nublet.
Thats all for now,
CHIAWEI U SUCK BIG TIME FOR FALLING SICK ON SATURDAY DAMMIT!

I'll be waiting for u, just like wat i had promised u.
AkatsukiSven

Chinese Oral~

2010-07-13T02:58:00.000-07:00

Chinese oral was okok ba.
Damn sian, Birthday over le!
:(
But this year birthday fun ok!
Celebrated on sunday with richie, zeeyee, yewen, elysia they all.
They bought me a cake sia! So sweet :)
Mango cake :X
I dun like mango but i like the cake :)
Zhenyang bought me a headphone, aunt+2 brother bought me a w705 phone.
CHIAWEI, WHERE IS MY STEVEN GERRARD JERSEY?
U BASKET!
Thanks to the people that wished me happy birthday!
BZJ FIRST!!!! LOLOLOL!
Camper camp at com wait for 12am onli.
HAHA
But i very happy!
Best present yet!
Ok i need to go study le,
Sayonara!

I LOVE MY FRIENDSSSSSSSSSSSS
AkatsukiSven

OMG

2010-07-08T04:22:00.000-07:00

OMG im so enthu for sunday's celebration :)
My dear friends are going to celebrate my birthday!!
Im so happy can?
Si chiawei bought me a STEVEN GERRARD JERSEYYYYYYYYYYY
I DUN LIKE ENGLAND OK!
BUT I LIKE GERRARD!!!
:):):)
Dunno wat the others bought me, YOU XIN JIU HAO!!
Will be going for movie on sunday and SINGING!!!
Sat oso celebrating,
Watching ECLIPSE with fengyi :)
So long never see her le.
CHEW FENGYI, ARE U LOOKING AT THIS??
LOLOLOLOL!!
Then 18th of july, CELEBRATING AGAIN!!
LOLOL With SIN CHIA WEI AND LETICIA LOO AND FRIENDSSSSSSSSSS
10 years friend with LETICIA LE!! (Still counting (: )
She so chio now lor, Model build.
LOLOL!
Ok ba, Shall end here ba.
Gonna study.
Btw, Pan lao shi say my oral YI JI PANG OK!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Chinese Oral will be a easy feat :)

Looking forward to my birthday, COUNTDOWN DO HELPS LOLOL
AkatsukiSven

Whats with me.

2010-07-02T07:03:00.000-07:00

Whats with me uh.
I tot we're over like a year ago.
I tot that guy could give you the happiness that i tot you have.
I could see your attitude of talking to me had change.
I dunno if we can go back to last year, where i still go crazy over you.
But i'm also quite happy right now.
O levels is coming so lets just work hard for now alright?
Future things future then say ba. :)

Nothing to do this weekend.
Dunno if i should ask someone out for movie anot.
See how ba.
Currently bored like dunno wat.
Ok ba, go watch tv ba.
Bye people!

If theres something i wan, its to go back in time to last year so that i could love you once again.
AkatsukiSven

Dilemma~~

2010-06-16T20:24:00.000-07:00

I tot i could forgot everything and put everything down.
How stupid could i be.
And why do i keep lying to myself that if u could add me back, then everything was possible again.
And also lying to myself that u're actually godsend. Made specially to be with me.
But too bad.
Ya the past me was bad, Real bad
But i really changed.
But i could see u didnt.
At least ur idea of wat kind of person i am didnt.
Im not hoping u'll change cause i just like u the way u are.
But at the least i know u're happy right now and i am too, happy for u.
If one day u're not, I'll be right there for you.
And of course all ur friends will be too.

Ok enough of all that.
24 more days to my birthday.
16 more to urs.
PRESENTS ARE WELCOMED, NO CHEAPOs PLS(Joking, u can give me watever u wan like someone wanna give me a piece of paper. -.-)
I'll mend my wishlist right now so that u can know wat to buy ok? :)
Till next time~

You're so close to me, Yet so far~
AkatsukiSven

LETS DO THIS ALREADY!

2010-06-13T10:33:00.000-07:00

Im happy now, haha.
Cause i dun have to miss the one i love,
I dun have to care about anybody except people i wan to care for.
I go out when i feel like it.
I do wan i really wanna do.
Well...
I have to thank mny people for that.
Thanks alot BZJ!
Haha!
Although u support lakers and i support celtics!
U'll always be my bzj and i'll always be ur ldl ok!
:)
Lets both work hard for 'o' lvls and get to greater heights!
Kampatei neh, bao zhu san!
Next up, SIN CHIA WEI U FREAKING BASKET!
GEN WO HAO HAO DU SHU WO GAO SU NI!
NI MING NIAN YAO SHI GEI WO KAN DAO NI CHUAN ITE DE YI FU NI JIU SI DING LE!
8 YEARS LE! YI QI NU LI BA!
Ok not more le,
The rest that i did not mention,
Either u had failed me, or ur not important at all.
TOO BAD!
Ok now....
Back to dota.
BYEBYE!

OFF TO CELEBRATE LOOOOOOOOO YAY!!!
SHES GONE FOR GOOD!
WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO

ITS TIME FOR UR PLACING IN MY HEART TO BAN JIA LOOOOOOOOOOOOO
AkatsukiSven

Chinese O lvl~

2010-05-31T03:27:00.001-07:00

Ok Chinese 'O' lvl wasnt that hard.
Or at least its still easier than wat i had expected so its ok ba.
Did quite slowly as i dun wanna have any mistakes.
But still, I finished the paper like 30 min before time.
So, SLEEP LOL.
40 more days to my birthday!
Anybody giving presents?
Haha.
Well, no present oso nvm ba.
But of course i would love to have some.
Hmm, this year broke record liao.
I actually gave away like 5-6 presents.
Thats like, OMG first time in my life.
LOL!
Ok, i really gtg now.
Gotta slip away before my brother gets home and find me sitting infront of the com instead of studying.
So, ya BYE GUYS!

32 more days to ur birthday.
I'll forget u, hell yea i will.

When i said i'll love u forever, no matter how angry u made me, I'll always try to keep my promise.
AkatsukiSven

O LVL CHINESE

2010-05-29T07:12:00.000-07:00

Ok, O lvl chinese on monday.
Time to get serious.
I'll sure put in my 101% on monday.
And i know that my friends are behind me.
As in supporting me, not losing to me.
:P
Importance of study just went right into my head.
And deep into it.
Success and failure is just in between one line.
So i better have to work hard for it.
But, ITS THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!
ARGH.
Ok i better stop here.
OFF I GO!

O lvl chinese, HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AkatsukiSven

I guess i dun need you that much.

2010-05-22T19:08:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone!
Im back again!

I guess i really dun need you that much lols.
You werent that great either.
Everything from the start was a big mistake.
I got wonderful friends like bzj, scw, glenn, zh, richie and so much more.
I know im going to have a bright future, one that doesnt includes you.
Im just trying to say, dun regret this.
You make the choice, you take up the responsibility.
You're just another girl to me also, nothing special.

Ok i've been studying hard.
But ytd, didnt cause went to zhen yang's birthday party.
Meet up with serveral old friends.
Had a great time with them.
And fuck them for throwing me into the sea, making me wet.
After the party, went for pool at mp.
Damn fun, my luck super zai that day right glenn? LOL
Pool till like 12 plus then go play inhouse dota.
Won one round with my centaur.
I very noob de, anyone wan 1v1?
Now currently at zh house.
Was planning to ton ytd, but huiting ask me not to.
So didnt in the end.
Slept at dunno wat time but its after huiting sleep.
Woke up at 7 or 8 i think.
So i slept like 3 or 4 hours only.
Zai right.
Stupid zh, still dun wan wake up.
I wan use his com dota sia.

NEXT MAJOR OUTING: My birthday!
Haha, bring presents hor fuckfaces.

HO ZHENG HUI! WAKE UP LEH!
AkatsukiSven

MYE!!!

2010-05-20T03:34:00.000-07:00

Passed 4 for MYE.
All borderline passes.
But they are still passes though.
:)
Just found out i got 2nd for english, not first.
Melvin win me.
TMD!
ILL GET U NEXT TIME!
Ok, Results are now up to my first plan.
Time to carry out plan B.
Drilling everyday.
I dun care.
Study study study.
After prelim, then see how much i can get.
I dun wan to pass ya know,
I wan to score well.
All b4 or b3 is good enough le.
I'll aim for a B for prelim
Physics is turning out great.
Im beginning to understand the concept.
Ok now, back to drillings.
See ya~

UNLEASH THE 1D(2006)'s POTENTIAL! To all the others? *points middle finger*
AkatsukiSven

:)

2010-05-12T08:29:00.000-07:00

Ok back to posting due to Ho Zheng Hui wanting to know my blog url.
Hate posting using phone, hard to type but whatever uh.
Tomorrow's history.
Gonna work hard since its the last paper.
Maybe gonna meet up some people to watch robin hood.
See how things goes ba.
Ok i'll post till here ba.
Phone is annoying me.
I'll post one long one tomorrow when i get to brother's house.
Last but not least,
HO ZHENG HUI, YOU SUCK :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

Been studying hard. :)
AkatsukiSven

Today is so bored

2010-05-08T03:40:00.000-07:00

Ok nothing actually happen today so im just going to post on wats been going on.
Woke up at like 1.30 today.
Text leticia till like 5 as she's going to sentosa siloso beach with her friends.
Watch vids on youtube instead of texting her as i didnt wan to disturb her fun.
And here i am bloging.
Haha :)

I tot you unblocked me to have a chat.
But seems like its not uh.
Study hard G.
If he can give you the happiness that i always wanted to give you, then i'll just leave quietly ba.

Studying hard.
AkatsukiSven

Let's put down the love and start to hate.

2010-05-06T23:48:00.000-07:00

Love isnt working for me.
So i'll just leave it for now.
Concentrate on my studies first ba.
I've got a long way to go.
The right one will come.
Maybe God is just trying to let me know that the right one is coming.
And prevents me from getting into one.
So i'll just wait for that girl to come ba.
Meanwhile.
STUDY STUDY STUDY!
Chinese, English and SS i got confident can secure at least B4-B3.
Cause when i do SS today,
I totally understand how to write.
First time!
I write and write and write.
Its the first time my Source based questions can go till 1 whole page!
Both sides filled of course.
And my Essay,
Totally BEAUTIFUL!
Maybe its the friends i choose ba.
Friends that i chose nowsaday is leading me to studies.
Richie ah, zeeyee, haikal, anh and zhongyong.
And of course, DESMOND.
Desmond's maths is so gayish.
Totally my idol,
They've been my motivation to study now.
Thats good.

I'll put u down for now G.
I know maybe u doesnt care.
But i wanna tell u.
I've changed.
I'll miss u during this period.
And im sorry i dun have time already.
O levels are coming.
Maybe u not choosing me was the right choice.
Someone else will make u happy.

Study hard!
AkatsukiSven

Hmmm

2010-05-04T00:42:00.001-07:00

Hmm.
Sch was not that bad today.
At least i manage to do my SS work.
Not bad huh.
Chem today, did 2002 o level paper.
Its was like Fking easy?
Cannt blame uh.
Too smart (omg self-praise LOL)
After sch straight away went home.
And here i am playing games again.
Time to study la boy!
I know ur smart!(self-praise again ps.)
But u gonna work hard too!
Btw, joined richie and co for recess today.
Its not that bad.
They are kind person haha.
But i still miss my GLENN SUHARDI and HO ZHENG HUI the most.
:(:(:(:(:(
Time flies and it'll be soon i go into sp!
IM COMING GUYS!
Definitely looking forward to playing pool at sp with Zhen yang, Glenn and Zheng hui.
Ohohohohoh
English was so cool today.
MRS YONG lost her voice!
Bet it'll take some time for her to find it.
So meanwhile i'll enjoy some non-scolding english lessons. :)
Neat huh?

Dammit i haven been seeing u for the pass few days.
Resisting the temptation to text u sucks badly man.
I miss u, G(L)
Hell yea i do.

If there ever comes a day when we can’t be together, keep me in your heart, I’ll stay there forever. -Quoted by WINNIE THE POOH (0.0)
AkatsukiSven

Sigh~

2010-05-01T11:58:00.000-07:00

So fast MYE le.
Guess i did well for english, WELL DONE JACKSON!
Next is chinese..
BAO ZHANG BAO DAO!
:D:D:D:D:D
Im confident in securing a minimum B3 for El, Math and chinese.
If i chiong physics not, probably C.Science will gonna be a 3 or maybe 2?
See how things goes uh.
Must really study already.
Only through study can i get good results and go to the same poly with my AHBANGS!
Highly motivated, l8r going to write one bao zhang bao dao tuesday let pan lao shi mark.
See how well i can do.

I can see who my friends are and who aint.
Who treat me well truely and who's the hypocrite.
If u look down on me i'll say Fuck you respect me.
No doubt this is the time i need to change.
Well, u guys were the ones that say i talk too much.
Now i dun talk, u guys not happy oso.
Wat u wan me do tmd.
I talk whenever i wan to and dun talk whenever i wan to.
Dun tell me wat to do.
Not happy? get far away from me then
Friends? Sorry i dun need any.
Especially the hypocrites and sarcasms.
I only like the racist and communist sorry.
Thats all for now.

Sayonara mina~

Watashi dame friends des
AkatsukiSven

Do people get bored with me in time?

2010-04-23T23:04:00.000-07:00

Looks like many people got bored with me already.
Text isnt coming back as fast as before.
Sometimes it doesnt even come back...
Msn chats too, have the same problem.
I have fewer and fewer people to talk to by the day.
Some usual people i talk to have gone..
Sigh.. Maybe im just being paranoid.
I too hope it isnt true.
But it just seems like its gonna happen, sooner or later.
I dunno if you people knows who you are.
But who would care anyway.
Bye guys.

Looks like it is still me alone, who would continue this journey.
AkatsukiSven

Sch tomorrow!

2010-04-18T01:41:00.000-07:00

Haha tomorrow's monday again.
Finished my zuo wen ytd.
So guai right!
This weekend was real bored i swear.
:(
Hope monday will be good!
After sch dunno go where oso.
Damn sian one..
See how ba.
Sayonara guys!

Spending all my time lovin you, 25 hours in my day~
AkatsukiSven

Hmmm

2010-04-16T08:48:00.000-07:00

Hmmm so far so good ba.
Nth much actually happened.
Just that today abit pissesd off.
Napfa test got 5 for 2.4km, 5 for standing broad jump and a 3 for sit and reach.
TMD luh 3!
Swear i wanna retake till its a damn 5.
Every time sit and reach one.
Grrr.
Shuttle run another one.
zZz
Anyway,
Balling today is a smooth one.
Can score quite well.
Haha.
STEPHEN JACKSON!
LOL!
Scored a damn cool 3 point today.
Totally thrash the sec 4 today.
LOL
I anyhow play onli luh.
Still tot their balling skills.
Can match up.
At first play till so serious.
Then behind so slacky.
;(
Anyway, balled till like 4+ liddat then went down i think.
Cause of stupid rehearsals.
After awhile, made my way home.
Thats about all for today.
Will update again soon.
Sayonara!

I've known it all my life, i made it i made it!
AkatsukiSven

Surprise everyone!

2010-04-12T09:58:00.000-07:00

Haha.
Just finish dota.
Hmmm.
Should i study, or wat.
LOL
Physics test today got like 14/20.
Not bad uh.
English, once again failed to hand in hw.
So sad.
Im beginning to like mt lessons.
But today dunno wat happen sleep till dunno wat.
Slept through 2 whole periods.
Now hows that.
LOL
After sch, went home straight and saw Geraldine(FLY) and peiying on the bus.
Poor thing got to stand.
Awww.
Went to brother's house and get the 3 nendoroids.
Then off to AMK hub.
Passed the nendoroids to the buyer then waited for brother to come.
Passed my brother the money and off i go!
Reached home, Msn
Talked and chat and talked.
Dunno wat to eat for dinner.
In the end just skip it.
The bloody headache is back again.
Do i have a tumour or sth in my brain?
Keep getting headaches nowsaday.
Stinky very kind hor.
She ask me go rest.
But then i need dota with zheng hui they all.
So didnt sleep.
Sorry uh stinky :)
Oh ya.
Should stop calling u stinky le.
Fat ting! LOL
MAN UTD IS GONNA GET KICKED OUT!
MAN UTD ISNT GONNA WIN!
WEEEEEEEE
GO CHELSEA and LIVERPOOL!
LOL
Btw, the barcelona match the xavi so gay.
TMD LOL.
Ok off to bed now.
SAYONARA

Kawaii desu neh~
AkatsukiSven

bored

2010-04-11T04:26:00.000-07:00

Got bored.
Was lazy to blog actually.
But just do a short post should be ok ba.
Ytd wedding dinner was total disaster.
Headache throughout.
Lucky there was someone to text.
Credits to Stinky!
Haha.
The wedding dinner food was like okok.
First dish was the cold dish.
Then was shark's fin.
Eat till sian.
Then was the crispy chicken i think.
Okok only.
Next was the big red garoupa.
It was freaking nice i swear.
After the fish was drunken prawn.
Must peel myself. Tmd.
Then was the lingzhi with brocoli.
Then after that is glutinous rice.
Dessert was yam paste. Yuck.
Stinky say she hates it. So do i.
Oh ya. The wedding dinner was at goodwoodpark hotel.
The one beside far east.
Was anyone near there?
Haha
Ok gtg now.
Bye!

Totally let you go le.
AkatsukiSven

im finally able to let you go

2010-04-07T07:21:00.000-07:00

Im finally able to fang de xia you.
You're better off with other guys ba.
Since you are so popular with boys.
Should not be a problem for you.
Letting you go is a good choice for me.
Not once did i forget how much i loved you and i will never forget i can like someone so much.
So, bye. :)

time to study hard
AkatsukiSven

So wat if its true

2010-04-05T00:40:00.000-07:00

To that loser on my tagboard.
Ya geraldine's not talking to me already.
But who are u to tell me wat to do.
I like being a fool, i like doing nothing thats constructive and im a idiot.
But i really like her.
So wat she treats me like nothing.
U her?
U know how she feels?
U know wats in her mind?
Yes u're just speaking ur facts.
And i agree on that.
So?
Is that my prob, or urs?
U talk so much on the tagboard for wat?
U think she's gonna see it and then think of u as a hero?
Maybe she is uh.
But i know, she wun be lame till ask her friend come spam tagboards.
She's not like that.
So whoever u are, _|_ u
U wan me to get a life?
Why not we both get a life tgt?
My life, is already gone.
Poof~
No more.
The moment geraldine stepped out of me, its like gone.
So if u know where to get a life, bring me along.
I wanna get it too.
Hope its buy 1 get 1 free uh.

Ok sch today was bored.
MRS YONG WAS ABSENT!
HIPHIP HURRAY!
Was damn annoyed when chiawei told me someone spam my tagboard.
I was afraid it would happen and it did.
Sigh..
As usual, Woke up at 5.15 though i told peiying ytd i wun wake up early to go and see her.
But u guys know, i dun mean wat i say and i hate this bad habit of me.
I need to do wat i say man ZzZ
Ok sch was bored.
Skip to after recess.
Had physics then math.
Then went down pass peiying the pocky that i bought for geraldine.
Actually, the original plan was dun wan let geraldine know is i buy one.
But carrine that wu ya zui go say.
Then she just literally threw it on the floor.
That alone, made me quite emo for the rest of the day.
And guys, when im emo, i hope u all can just leave me alone.
Im human and i need some time alone too..
So...
gtg now peoples
CHAO OUTSIDE MUTHAFUCKAS!(Thumbs up to peter chao)

yousuckseriously, I hate u for telling me the sad truth.
AkatsukiSven

200th post :)

2010-04-04T04:39:00.000-07:00

200th post
Dedicated to all my friends :)
Dun worry, im alright guys.
I'll stay strong.
It was nice of all of u.
All ur supports are well appreciated.
I'll live on knowing that u guys out there are right there for me.
Thats comforting enough.
But still, i wun give her up.
And dun u guys try to persuade me.
Im downright stubborn and i know that.
Sorry if i lost my temper.

Rmb sec 1 when i first joined this sch,
I know no one.
And thats so sad :(((
But soon, i got to know great friends.
Like GLENN SUHARDI that horny kia, HO ZHENG HUI the cb kia and lots more(sorry for being lazy ah)
Dropped to NA when i was sec 2 due to intense gaming.
I dun blame them, i enjoyed myself and paid the price of neglecting studies.
Sec 2 was like ok...
Was sticking out with glenn and co at the beginning of the year.
Then was like..
Hell, im NA and they're express so why the hell im sitting here.
So..
I kinda forget who i hang out with already.
Anyway.
Love my ahbangs :)
We dota tgt almost every week, Skype and hangout after sch.
It was so much fun.
Hanging out at the playground at sims drive, Playing blind mice, jumping on the see saw to make each other fall down.
Haha.
Sec 3,
Got into 3b2,
Well nth much happen when im sec 3 other then my mum passed away.
So onto sec 4,
Had major fun.
Adam khoo camp, Outings and all.
Especially balling with Glenn suhardi, ho zheng hui, sean or, kai tat, nigel.
All of them in poly now.
WAIT FOR ME!
Haha.
Andand i went for CAMBODIA TRIP!
Nearly forgot :X
Got to know Bao zhu jie there.
Same group :P
It was darn super fun i swear and i'll never forget YEP CAMBODIA 2009!
Was sick on the last day i remember.
Sit on the plane with bao zhu jie.
She help me take panadol somemore leh!
LOL!
And now im sec 5.
In a blink of an eye uh.
Im loving my sec 5 life,
With new friends, new sch and new everything.
Ok end of posting.
Watashi got to go.
SAYONARA!

Talk to me...
AkatsukiSven

I really wanna change...

2010-04-04T02:41:00.000-07:00

I really really wanna change.
But i just dun have the motivation to.
Even if i change, will i even get one last go at it.
I just need you to tell me, am i doing the right thing..
I know, i can change for myself.
But, wat i wan is u..
Not myself..
I was wrong, so wrong.
But looking back at wat i did.
Shouldnt i be given one last chance to change?
Ignoring me wont help..
I need ur support to change too...
Whenever u need me, i'll be right here, waiting for u and only u geraldine.
One day someone has to stand out and say "Its enough"(omg this sounds like clash of the titans the old man :X)
Anyways, i really do love u.
That wun change.

Just leave me alone guys.Im tired already..
AkatsukiSven

2010-04-03T06:33:00.000-07:00

happy belated april fool :)
AkatsukiSven

Alright..

2010-04-01T18:07:00.000-07:00

Ok shall have a morning post for the day.
Been really asking myself alot.
Wat the fuck am i doing all this for.
It doesnt get fucking appreciated.
Nor even the least get some fucking respect.
If that's the fucking attitude u're gonna show me,
_|_ off.
And if im not wrong.
Its been like 1 year since i used this fucking language at someone on my blog already.
So feel honoured.
I already said.
My love for u can be no limits.
But my fucking patience had been tested again and again.
Not once, not twice.
Many times already.
Yes im the fucking dumb guy that wanna like u.
So wat?
So i must do everything and then realising that everything i do doesnt work?
If after all this i said u still gonna be that way.
Then fuck off from my life.
If i cant do without u.
Then i just dont't do.
(You urself know who im talking about)

Big headache ytd.
Dun piss me off today.
U wun like it when im pissed,
That i can swear.
U wanna try?

U chose to ignore me, now face the music.
AkatsukiSven

im like so bored can?

2010-04-01T05:06:00.000-07:00

BOOOORRRRRREEEEEDDDDDDDDD!
Boredom ttm!
Sch was fine today haha.
SIAN
Chem practical got 90/100
WHERE IS MY 10 MARKS!
GIVE IT BACK LA MDM TOH!
:(
Try abit hard next time ba. abit :P
When i see 90 was like tmd la, i tot could get like 96 or 99 liddat de.
Wah piang!
Sua.
Recess was super long.
I mean waited for recess super long.
Mdm toh drag into our recess time :@
Ate le then send chicken yakitori up to the 2 da xiao jie.
Still must i go up.
-.-
Come down take cannt meh.
LOL!
Sua la.
Haha.
Went for the last english enrichment today.
So fun.
Answer correct so mny question.
Like i said
ITS ENGLISH FOR GOD SAKE!
WHO AM I!
@#$$#@%#
Actually, now i left like combined humans to buck up.
Seriously
If i can score a 4 or 5 for combined humans.
Im all set and rdy to go!
Freaking bored now
Go play some HoN le.
Sayonara~

Finally i can stop posting about u. _|_ u wanna ignore me, fine.
AkatsukiSven

Take ur time.

2010-03-31T04:38:00.000-07:00

Take ur time ba.
I can totally understand why u dun wanna talk to me and all those things.
Im slowly changing.
Really.
As much as i wanna talk to u, i cant.
Many a times i just typed in the text that i wanna send to u so much.
But after i typed finish, i would just backspace everything and delete it in fear that u'll get annoyed.
Endure, is painful.
But im sure i can do it.
I just hope i would get ur appreciation in return.
Im really going the extra mile for u.
U dun know wat i did.
But i really did alot.
I start to bring umbrella for fear that u'll get caught in the rain.
And u wanna know why u're seeing me every morning on the bus and not in sch?
I wake up everyday at 515 am to prepare and take the first bus from bedok to circuit rd and take the 61 that u're in everyday.
JUST to see u.
U just had no idea how much i wanna sleep during lesson.
But i know i cant.
O levels is coming real fast.
Sometimes i just couldnt control and fell asleep.
I aint blaming u for that.
Just wanna let u know.
How much im willing to put in.
If theres one small thing i wan from u.
Its just only to talk to me.
I may be real irritating at times.
But i really dun mean to.

Ok sch today was bored, except that some car wan me to buy chicken yakitori for her which i dun wan to.
But bought it anyway.
After sch, ate then lab then basketball then homed.
Thats about all.
Sayonara mina!

Neko neko~
AkatsukiSven

Dedicated post

2010-03-30T03:11:00.000-07:00

Ok..
This is a dedicated post.
So it'll be quite boring for those people this post is not for.
So...
lets go then.

I know wat i done wrong le.
Thanks to andy.
I really din know until he told mi how u were feeling.
And to think i was blaming u all this while.
How wrong can i be.
Sigh..
I was wrong to blame u like that.
Really wrong.
Sorry uh?
But ultimately, u know i is love u de ma.
I know, im the kind of irritating person.
But thats who i am ah..
I didnt choose to be like that.
But im really willing to change.
Cause thats a real bad habit of me.
Guess we wun be talking for this few days ba.
I'll take this time to change for the better.
I promise you'll see a better me..
Alright?

If i had you~~
AkatsukiSven

Poll: Do u guys wan a quiet jackson in class who doesnt talk at all, or the current me? Vote on tagboard thks. Comments will be taken seriously. Jokers will be prosecuted

PICCIES!

2010-03-29T00:46:00.001-07:00

Deneng :P

Pek han~

Deneng again~

Nat's pretty leg LOL!

Pek han~

Dun twist la stupid kai xun LOL!

Nat looking at pek han 0.0

Deneng looking at Nat 0.0

Me and kai xun~

All my car :P dun jealous

Ok ba.
This post is just post pic of sat de LOL!
Time to dota with my AHBANGS
BYE!

Right here waiting for u~
AkatsukiSven

So sweet!

2010-03-28T02:08:00.000-07:00

OMG!
Geraldine unblocked my msn!
She's finally gonna talk to me!
Gotta be careful not to do anything wrong again.
I just realised how her actions affect my mood.
Just purely unblocked only i so damn happy le!
Love her ttm ok!

Yesterday road run was great!
Got like 11.
Was just behind chia wei!
I swear it was tiring.
But its the last year le ma so just run luh.
After running, slack slack abit.
Then off we went to whitesands for breakfast.
Had bk.
So full.
Then off we go to eldon's father pet farm.
Before we leave,
Went to buy donut.
Was not craving for donuts actually.
Was thinking of geraldine.
She love donuts. Haha.
Bought one tiramisu one.
Donut empire like so normal.
J.co's donut is so much better.
RIGHT FENGYI?
Go intro me the stupid tiramisu one make till me now everytime eat donut will find got tiramisu one anot.
LOL!
Ok back to wat happened.
Arrived at the pet farm.
Bath, changed and play ping pong.
After that, ms lee and ms wang came.
Went to see the dogs and cats.
So cute.
Like me. LOL
Wah this post will be very long and im very bored to continue.
I'll post the pics next time.
I'll write till here ba.
Bye!

Watashi geraldine-san dai suki des.
AkatsukiSven

Ok....

2010-03-25T00:18:00.000-07:00

Haha.
Skipped english enrichment again.
I'll just asked around wat happened ba.
My comprehension skills is already very good le :)
Just more of summary part i dun quite understand.
But think i'll do fine ba.

Ok speaking about music.
I dun think justin bieber's That Should Be Me is so nice..
Luke James version is like sound better and more mature i think.
Well justin bieber's Favourite Girl is niceeeeeee :)
Haha.
So is We The Kings's We'll be a dream, Alicia keys's Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart And also Boys Like Girls's Heart Heart Heartbreak.
Haha.
Its like since ages ago i listened to chinese music.
So addicted to english musics.
:X
Changed blog song to Luke James version of That Should Be Me.
Comments pls :)

Till now geraldine still dun wan talk to me lehhh.
Haha.
Take it slowly luh.
She happy can le.
Who bully her = DIE

Ytd Mr chew spoke to me.
Sighh, his right luh.
I got to stop playing already.
Study should be my top priority.
I was so damn motivated ytd so i decided to go find people study tgt.
Found that bao zhu jie, zeeyee, desmond, darryl and richie will be studying at aljunied mac.
So asked if i could tag along.
Went home at 7 liddat.
Bathed, ate and bused to aljunied mac.
On the way to aljunied, ye wen and jun fang board the bus.
They didnt see me at first cause i was like behind sitting then they standing.
So ya, alighted at aljunied there.
Study study study.
I CAN DO PURE CHEM QUESTION AND UNDERSTAND ABIT OF AMATHS!
LOL!
Poor bao zhu jie doesnt understand one question.
Oh ya.
We kept laughing and laughing at jokes we tell each other.
Why did the butter jump out the window ah,bao zhu jie.
LOL!(Inside joke)
U guys can guess wats the answer too!
Laughed like crazy luh.
Ok i studied on math's matrices, vectors,Chem's speed of reaction, metals and some organic chem.
Bused home and reach around 11++
Straight away went to bed.
Ok la thats about it.
Today de story i tmr then update.
NEED SOME HoN NOW!
CRAVINGS!
LOL!

I've Decided. I'll only love u from now on.
AkatsukiSven

Computer lab~

2010-03-24T18:15:00.001-07:00

In computer lab~
Will update in awhile :)
KEEP THE TAGS COMING YEAH!

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS IS OPENED!

2010-03-19T00:09:00.000-07:00

YES!
UNIVERSAL STUDIOS IS OPENED!
WOOOOOOOOOO
So gonna go by this year!
:X
Need to study oso ba.
I need to start working hard already.
Been screwing up tests lately.
Time to buck up ba.

Guess im not gonna fall in love again this year.
Put everything i have into studies ba.
Maybe those sec 2 or 3 can give her the love she wans ba.
Me?
Wat can i give lols.
Im a darn irritating guy.
Everyone knows that.
But that's me haha :P
But believe me.
When i say i love u, i really do mean it.
That applies to hate too.
But usually, my hate dun last.
One day or two and the hatred is gone.
Im kindhearted ok!(Omg selfpraise again LOL)
Lols wats the use of saying all these now uh.
No point LOL
Geraldine's not gonna talk to me nemore.
So...
Guess i'll just quietly walk away?
Like i always did uh.

Ok time to do my work.
I've got 4 chapters of physics to do.
DAMN!
Barbecue ltr at Darren's aunt house i think.

I,

G(L)

I really do.

Watashi G-San dai suki des
AkatsukiSven

I dun know wats happening anymore.

2010-03-18T02:58:00.000-07:00

Been 6 days since we talked, and its still counting.
U're happy.
But im telling u, im not.
Not one day i didnt think of u.
Does it even matter now?
U got so mny friends already.
Im just one minor one.
U dun even give a shit to me anymore.
So wats my point now.
I dun even know wat i wan anymore.
All those things i done for u.
Guess they dun mean a thing either.
Just hope that u're happy of how things are now.
And i know u do.
It's not that it doesnt matter to me, just that...
Wat choice do i have now?
I can onli choose to wait, and wait.
Till the day u finally look back.
But will that day really come?
Doubt so..
If i need to choose to regret sth about u.
Its not knowing u.
Instead, its for loving u so deeply.

Rotted the whole day over at brother's house.
Studied for like 2-3 hours and gamed.
Watched "Down With Love" for the past few days.
Its great.
Love the plot.
Jerry is cool too.
Im not so much of a Ella fan though but i think she's acting great.
Keep watching then sometimes even skip lunch and dinner.
Gosh, Ye wen's fault la!
Intro mi show.
LOL!
Ok la actually is i ask her for shows to watch one :X
This weekend is soooo booked.
Sat gonna go see Peifang cosplay Utau(Think its spelled like this ba)
Sun gonna go sentosa with aaron and co.
But im not sure about Sun cause if onli i know myself then wat for i go LOL.
Monday sch reopen!
YAY!
Can see sooo many people everyday.
Richie, zeeyee, bao zhu jie, mo li, chiawei they all.
Hehe :X
Gotta love sch man!
I dun get people that hates sch.
Hate sch = no need go?
No right LOL!
THATS WHY IM LOVING SCH!
LOL!

Ok dunno why but i suddenly wanna reflect on last year.
Bad student(Or quite bad ba) throughout.
Mr han is so ke lian.
Got bullied by us like dunno wat.
But his one good teacher i must say.
Although i didnt listen to any of his math lesson except for some when im in good mood.
Rmbing those times that we skipped lesson tgt, Climbed fence tgt.
Was really fun.
I kinda miss nicholas's presence too.
And also of course, my AHBANGS.
Glenn, zheng hui, sean, kai tat and well not much of LEVON though.
LOL
So long never go KCC le.
And like 2 month never see glenn le.
Happy for them luh.
All went poly.
But dun think anyone of them is in NP.
I wanna get in NP!
Tourism and resort management!
Muahahahahaha!
Ye wen if im not wrong she wans Veterinary bioscience ba.
In NP also leh!
Chia wei also wan Veterinary bioscience!
Hehe!
Bao zhu jie think wan dunno wat de, think biomed ba.
She wan be wat forensics de.
Wu liao!
LOL!
I dunno why also but i from last year till now.
Been thinking bout tourism!
LOL!
Stupid IR la.
Affect mi so much.
Hmmmm.
Im thinking of psycology also luh.
Both so hard get in one.
If can, i wanna get in psycology more i think.
Cause tourism is...
SO POPULAR!
I wanna do sth that not much people do one..
High pay, flexible working time, i choose my own clients type of work.
LOL!
But all this, like abit hard horh?
Brother's been thinking of starting business i think.
Next year will be getting my inheritance le.
Hell no will i put it with my aunt.
HELL NO.
Either i invest in my brother's business.
Or i just leave it in the bank to eat interest ba.
Lol like say till like alot liddat uh.
If im not wrong la, the inheritance should be somewhere 30+k.
Got 75% of my mums cpf.
2 brother share onli 25%.
They must hate mum so much now uh.
LOL!
Nah we very loving one ok!
Used to say my mum dun like mi all these kinda thing.
But thinking of which, She love mi the most luh!
1 more year!
All those looking down on me, BEWARE!
Im gonna make all ur spectacles drop i swear.
Make each and everyone of u regret wat u think of me.
HMPH!
Especially YOU(You know who u are)
Damn im beginning to fill up so much hatred for people.
LOL!
I love human ok!
:):):):):):)

Investments are coming my way! Should i play with the stocks? NAH!
AkatsukiSven

2010-03-16T04:40:00.000-07:00

Photo of the day!
Taken at cambodia.
Love it TTM!
Time pass sooooooooo freaking fast.
Its already march!
WOAH!
Haha.
Not going cambodia again this year i think.
Cause i dun think theres subsidise(W/e its spelled)
Miss so many things there.
Haha.
The kids, the "Carefree" life, the food, the blackouts, watching the PROHIBITED tv, Singing in the bus (Now who the hell does it in singapore LOL)
And of course, THE 7.90 USD EARTHQUAKE FROM SWENSENS!
YES, SWENSENS IN CAMBODIA!
LOL!
If im going there again this year.
ITS FOR SHOPPING.
Gotta let my bargaining skills put into good use ya know.
Haha.
Oh ya, Forgt one more.
BAO ZHU JIE! AND RICHIE!
HAHA!
Richie that ass, Fly mi aeroplane on sat!
U GET IT FROM MI IN SCH!
LOL!
Damn.
More like mi getting it from him and zeeyee.
Everytime bully mi.
LOL!
My new brothers!
LOL!
Not so new la.
4-5 months liddat.
Ok ba gtg le!
Sayonara mina!
Watashi ye wen-san birthday party doki doki des ka~ (Figure it out urself or ask mi for translation)

Dai Jo Bu Akatsuki-san!
AkatsukiSven

HELLO! :)

2010-03-15T02:27:00.000-07:00

First day of holiday.
Started the day with playing HoN over at brother's house.
It was so hard for mi to quit dota.
AND NOW I GOT HOOKED UP WITH HoN! !$#$@$#
OMG!
I have to start to study.
Did physics revision the whole day ytd.
Looking forward to wed and fri chem.
Haven been working for like 2 week already.
After holiday still must pay clarin back money.
Headache luh.
Dunno where to get the money from.
Aunt is definitely a big no.
And brother's cant even fend for themselves.
Gotta start to go and work already.
Before clarin flares up :(
And there's ye wen's birthday to worry for.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Found wat to buy for her le but i scare no stock sia..
Nvm ba pay clarin first more important.
Ye wen birthday still got quite long.
Gotta lie to aunt say i go out then ask for money le.
Damn i feel so bad...
LYING IS WRONG.
But wat choice do i have lols.
Unless i got the strength to work 3 days in a roll.
That's crazy.
Unless i work then reach home bath le straight away sleep then wake up faster go work.
Hmmm see how ba.
Tomorrow there's TUITION!!
OH GOD!
NOOOOOOOOO.
Haha.
Good boy must go tuition :X
OH YA!!!
NO NID WORRY FOR YE WEN BIRTHDAY LE!!!

CAN GIVE THIS TO YE WEN!
HOPE SHE LIKES IT!
I JUST REMEMBER I CAUGHT A DORAEMON LIKE LAST MONTH LOL!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeee

Hehe all worries gone!
AkatsukiSven

yay!

2010-03-14T06:34:00.000-07:00

Ktv session yesterday was so fun!
Met zhen yang in the morning at 313.
I reached early so went to walk walk.
After zhen yang reached, went centrepoint for mac breakfast.
Ate the deluxe breakfast. Yummy :)
After eating, went back to 313 to design a cake for bao zhu jie!
After that, went bugis ilumma.
Played arcade and meet up with darryl and zheng hui.
Went to topone ktv and started singing.
Started with most of the emo songs.
After that, bao zhu jie and mo li come.
Went down fetch them.
Sing sing till like 7 then cut cake.
After that, went ilumma for pool :)
Bao zhu jie is lousy! LOL
Haha.
After pool, went lan for l4d2.
Damn funny. :)
After lan, went home.
Onlined for awhile then sleeped.
Thats about it ba.
Sayonara!

I have totally get you out of my mind. Get lost.
AkatsukiSven

Last call -- GOODBYE

2010-03-12T03:32:00.000-08:00

Never felt so free before.
Even though it just finished like this, im happier then ever!
No use fretting over the past.
Time to look into the future!
I'll make her regret and let her know that one small thing she blow it up is a damn wrong thing.
Nownow, WHOSE THE MAN!
IM THE MAN YEAAAAAAAAAA
Dammit its onli like 1 hour ago i was so down and emo.
NOW?
GOD DAMN HIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Now i finally understand the true meaning of CHOICES HAVE CONSEQUENCES
Yea the consequence may be that i wun talk to her every again.
BUT WAT MATTERS IS THAT IM HAPPY RIGHT NOW RIGHT?
THUMBS UP!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Im in the perfect mood for tomorrow's kbox session.
SING TILL OUR LUNGS GIVE UP!
BAO ZHU JIEEEEEEEEE!

SURPRISE TOMORROW FOR U BAO ZHU JIE!
AkatsukiSven

Sighh

2010-03-12T01:17:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow's kbox session and celebrating of bao zhu jie's birthday.
But dunno why i just cant seem to get my mood up.
Geraldine is screwing every part of mi up man.
Everytime i will keep thinking and thinking of her.
Said sorry to her for like hundreds of time already.
But just dunno wat she wans luh.
Sigh.
Hope after march holidays she'll forgive mi ba.
In the meanwhile, i'll try to cheer up too.
Thks for all those supports people.

Today's friday, had boring english for first 2 periods.
Then was chem, tried doing the essay questions.
After chem was PE!!!
Balled with usual peeps.
No mood, couldnt score a thing.
After pe, went down recess.
Saw geraldine(L) on the way but she refuses to speak to mi.
Got even more moody after that.
After recess was 4 period of mt.
Slept all the way due to the moodiness.
After sch, went brother house and here i am blogging :)

No doubt im at fault. But counting on the fact that i loved u, forgive mi will u?
AkatsukiSven

wat a bad day

2010-03-11T01:24:00.000-08:00

Such a bad day today...
It just seems like nothing i do can make geraldine satisfied with me.
Firstly, she's not my stead.
Though i asked, she didnt reply.
She didnt said yes and she didnt said no.
Thats the cause of all my dilemma now.
I try my best to satisfy her but wat do i get in return?
Ahh nvm.
Guess i'll just swallow the sorrow into myself again, like i did for always.
I just keep hoping and hoping that one day, she'll acknowledge me as her boyfriend.
Sigh...
Dun wanna mention wat happened today.
Its a true disaster.
One small mistake and its gone.
Thats how sad things can get uh.
I gave in and i gave in.
When is it gonna end?
Nvm ba.
I'll not give in ever again.
If geraldine's not gonna talk to me again.
Then so be it.

You're selfish. You dun even care wats happening to me.
AkatsukiSven

Bored

2010-03-08T07:02:00.000-08:00

Haha.
This few days busy uh.
So not posting so often.
I wan sunday to come faster!
Going kbox with bao zhu jie and co.
Bet it'll be so much fun :)

Panda ah!
Nobody's left you la.
Dun anyhow think ok?
Even if they really left you, i'll still be here!
I dunno if you dun wan me to become a stranger to you or wat.
But im really glad you told me all that.
Seems like you're finally opening up to me.
I wun let you down too :)

(L) my Panda :)
AkatsukiSven

someone's irritating sia.

2010-03-02T08:00:00.000-08:00

Sch today is normal luh.
Except that i was working extra hard today.
Mr tay says i can pass my o!
But that is if i work hard. :(
I will work hard de!
Hehe.

Someone's being rough as usual.
Today so irritating somemore.
Tsk tsk tsk.
Still say i bully her.
Wat a joke.
I so good. Where will bully people sia :)
Haha.
But dun think she mean any harm also ba.
Thinking back.
My sec one life was so dark haha.
But i manage to get together with my ahbangs :)
Though they are now gone.
I'll always remind myself of the wonderful memories with them.
Eating steamboat together almost every year, play basketball together, play lan together.
We're not so perfect too.
At times we quarrel, but soon it'll be fine :)
Ok ba. Got to sleep le.
Tomorrows camp :(
Sunday is coming!
Kbox with bao zhu jie! (and co :()
And alice in wonderland is coming out!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

You wan me to change... But all i feel is STRANGE!
AkatsukiSven

i'll leave you

2010-02-27T00:29:00.000-08:00

I'll leave you alone.
Ask yourself, are you worthy of my love.
All you did was to hurt me again and again.
You gave me hope. But you just crushed my hopes like a piece of paper.
I dunno if wat i did was wrong or correct.
All i did was to follow my heart.
I never stop loving you for a moment.
Till now, i have no choice but to leave.
Lets just go back to the time where we dun even know each other ba.

I love you belle!

2010-02-23T06:06:00.001-08:00

Belle!
I love you much alright?
Lets work together ok?
Though you haven officially been mine.
But i still love you no matter wat ok?
Deep inside me
i know you care about me de.
You're afraid that im angry, sad.
And thats wat i like about you.
You know when im really angry, and when im really sad.
I promise i'll treasure you.
I'll shower you with all my love.
I dunno if you're lying to me when you say you are not super happy that you got bf.
I trust you.
I just dun believe myself.
I dun believe a orphan like me can give you a future.
But im willing to try!
I'll work hard and try to give everything that you deserve.
Im waiting for your good news

I believe no one before you had been loved by me more then you do.
AkatsukiSven

first day of work :)

2010-02-20T09:49:00.000-08:00

First day of work!
Tiring but very fun :)
The food is very nice too :)
But very sorry to those i late reply de uh.
Especially lady tsunade~
Refuse to say who :)
Dun even know wat is skiving de! Haha!
She's so interesting. But too bad im not in the least interested.
Colleagues were all nice people. Except for some.
First day of work only kena runner.
I dunno about others luh.
But i think runner is already very tired..
But fun luh.
Can secretly eat the food.
Yummy:)
After work, waited for the rest and off we go to old airport rd for the zhi char there.
Ate and chatted there.
They are fun people. :)
I never felt so belonging before.
Maybe its because de neng and me same p sch so quite close ba.
But sin chia wei longer. :)
Haha. Ok ba i wanna sleep le.
Tomorrow off to ecp as i mention on fb.
Wanna have some time alone...

Baby is a nice song :)
AkatsukiSven

It had to be this way i guess

2010-02-19T17:16:00.000-08:00

Guess you cant leave him for me.
But i dun think i like you lesser then him at all.
He was just early.
Ahh, i dun care anymore le!
Once again love had failed me.
Im not believing in it anymore.
As long as i got my friends, it'll be all fine.
Will be working l8r.
From 5 to 11 i think.
So i'll be missing those that are online k :)
I'll be online as soon as i reached home ok?
Anyone wanna go out tomorrow?
Give me a call alright? :)

Why nobody is online now!
:(
sooooooooo bored luh.

I was only late and you gave me the death sentence
AkatsukiSven

bored!

2010-02-12T09:01:00.000-08:00

Im so super bored now.
Everyone seem to be asleep uh.
Went out today to bugis with Bao zhu jie (ci chuan) today! Haha!
Joking luh.
Though it was bored,
i was happy!
I wanna get the purple April 27th skinny from The Denim Store at mandarin gallery!
Its super nice and, I LOVE PURPLE!
Cny is coming!
I wanna go out with friends please!
Bored to death!
Ok la. Go le.

Wouldn have said i dun need you around~
AkatsukiSven

Im so nervous right now zzz

2010-02-06T08:21:00.000-08:00

Im so nervous right now.
Just asked the girl i like for a chance to be there for her, you guys know wat i mean uh.
Too bad the answer will only come tomorrow. So im like so excited and cant sleep.
I thought about alot of things.
Like maybe i can finally change my emo blogskin and keep it away from me forever.
But i also thought about the chance of failing...
The thought of it was horrifying enough.
How i hope its not gonna happen.

Let my prayers be heard and let me hear my first yes~~
AkatsukiSven

Back!

2010-02-05T04:20:00.000-08:00

Hehe. just a short post. will post again ltr :)
Changed blogsong, give some suggestions uh.

Gotta go!
AkatsukiSven

i just dunno wat to do anymore.

2010-02-04T06:37:00.000-08:00

Theres really nothing i can do anymore. I did wat i could. I have no regrets and i will continue my stand. I will not give way. Its just not right. I dun wanna play this game anymore. For i dun believe such things as love anymore. I'll still treasure wat i have. But i just know that people just dun treasure me.

I just dun believe in love anymore. But i dun believe that hurting people is correct too.
AkatsukiSven

omg i can use my phone to update my blog!

2010-02-02T00:53:00.000-08:00

Time flies uh. I dunno wats the matter man. Im amaze at how things are going between us. I dunno if you're afraid of me or wat. But if you're afraid of me, wat for? Im not gonna eat you up anyway. Maybe you just dun understand my intentions ba. Or you just assume. Thats wat i hate about people. If you dun know me, dun assume. Im may not be that guy that you think i am. I maybe better, or worse. But i am who i am. And i choose who are the people that are worthy of my change. But of the thousands of people in sch, i chose you. The one who know me barely. And im guessing you dun even wanna know me. Sigh... Wat a drag...

Wow i survived half a day alone outside!

2010-01-30T11:08:00.000-08:00

Weeeeeeeee
Went out at 12pm on sat.
Survived like 3 hours alone then met up with Fengyi and her junior Vanessa i think.
Soon after, her another junior Shawn came too.
Watched tooth fairy together.
Was laughing throughout.
Met so mny people i know there.
Met boon chin, tay hwee, jean, celestine there.
But just said hi and go le haha.
After that saw kai yoon, joyce and zhi rong.
Walk together then off to home le.
Reached aunt's house at abt 9pm.
Bathed and hurry down to town.
Ate, Pooled and cabbed home.
And here i am blogging!
It was a tiring day but FUN!
Although some things made mi real mad.
Like how people can say text me ltr then totally forget about it and go to sleep.
HAN PEIYING!
YES ITS U!
Grrr!
Haha joking :X
She's a cute girl.
Very funny but like very shy liddat.
LOL!
Ok i seriously need to get some sleep now.
I'll update more often ok?
So, STAY TUNED!
Sayonara!

I had to leave u alone. U left me with no choice
AkatsukiSven

I'll have to change this bad temper of mine~

2010-01-22T19:12:00.000-08:00

Now i finally understand how weak can a friendship be.
One purely misunderstanding can lead to total chaos.
I need to learn how to control myself already.
My bad temper and all those idiotic sides of mi.
I was harsh, but i didnt wan it to be this way too.
I cried,not because im in pain
But because i found that its over.
Sigh, Wat lost is lost.
No use crying ove spilt milk i guess..

Gotta go now
AkatsukiSven

Hmmm~

2010-01-17T03:37:00.000-08:00

Tmr's the big day.
It'll be either victory or major defeat.
Either way, i'll face it alone.
Watever that happens tmr, i'll continue this path..
Whether i'll be with u or alone..
The path have to continue.
But i wish i can walk this path with u..
It might not be eternally.
But i do hope i can have u as part of my memories..
Im dead serious bout it.

Im gonna love this girl until the end~
AkatsukiSven

Fun day~

2010-01-09T10:33:00.000-08:00

Wat a fun day today.
Had CIP!
Carry donation bag everywhere LOL!
After CIP more fun!
Went out with Bimbo and Clara :)
Bimbo Drop like almost everyting that she take from the shop for a look.
LOL!
Then at the cafe,
They laugh like never laugh before like that.
The best joke is that clara, who was looking at the menu, saw Chocolate with marshmallow.
OBVIOUSLY its a drink, she go ask mi and bimbo "Eh why one stick of marshmallow with chocolate cost $5.90"
Then i was like lazy to answer her then i go point at the word BEVERAGE on top.
Then bimbo and her laugh like super crazy.
Had waffles wit ice cream and fruits on top which i regretted not taking pics.
After that the chocolate with marshmallow came and i was so surprised.
Indeed theres marshmallow.
But theres onli ONE LOL!
Clara had clam pasta too.
Bimbo didnt eat anything because she's simply on DIET i think!
LOL
Must be! haha.
After that we went cineleisure and went to an accessory shop.
They were like choosing for hours in the shop.
Well...
Bimbo wans a surprise from mi on her birthday LOL.
Onli mi and clara and bimbo knows wat it is RIGHT? bimbo!
Haha.
Dun worry luh.
I promised de things, i will definitely do it de :x
Its all happy for today.
But theres always this one thing that will make u sad.(Kinda hate it huh)
Im like avoided, not taken into consideration, and left alone.
Dun worry.
If u wanna ignore me, im sure u prolly wun hear from mi in a while.
Im those kind that, u dun wanna talk to mi? I DUN CARE.
But the problem now is.
I cant really dun care...
Sigh..
Wat am i gonna doooooooo.
Wake up bimbo and TELL MI!

Gonna sleep or else cant wake up tmr.
AkatsukiSven

Welcome to twentyten!

2010-01-01T16:07:00.000-08:00

YAY its finally twentyten :)
2 more days to sch reopen too!
Im so darn eggcited :)
Went Countdown party at Marina bay with lotsa people.
There was clara, peggy, joyce, mathilda,zheng hui, jamuel, glenn, kai yoon, matthew, hubert, shannon, nicholas haha.
It was so much fun!
Everyone was like laughing around and having fun.
I had fun too i swear.
It been quite awhile since we brothers have a crazy night together with no restrictions over wat we do.
We shook hands with strangers, Sang aloud on the streets, used muay thai kick on each other on the streets too and the GLENN DANCE on the street too LOL!
After the countdown we walked to suntec there take cab to ECP
On the way to suntec, i was so surprised to see ci chuan, elysia, zeeyee, richie and co LOL!
Said hi to each other and happy new year and then moved on haha.
ECP was bored i swear.
Everyone just walk and slack and walk and slack.
Slacked till morning first bus and off im home.
Slept till 2+ liddat then prepare to go matthew house for steamboat.
Tonned till morning and here i am blogging!
Wish everyone a happy new year.
I hope this year we brothers are gonna get together more as some will go poly and the rest are oso having o!
Haha
Thats abt all.
I wanna sleep already.
Sayonara Mina~

Will Twentyten Rock My Life?
AkatsukiSven

PS: i think i fell in love (again)

Screw my life~

2009-12-29T22:16:00.000-08:00

Well first, i had a bad chrismas.
And that, wat i did doesnt get appreciated.
Then, I cant go out on countdown.
Is this december cursed or wat.
Yujie is right.
My life is screwed.
I have 2 brothers that beat mi from young.
My mum died early.
And now i have a aunt thats taking care of mi BUT doesnt wanna let mi go out.
I dun mind not going out really i swear.
But wats the point of staying at home watching tv and sleep the whole day.
I tried picking up my book once.
But the thought of the word HOLIDAY makes mi put it down again.
This is a holiday?
I say this is hell man
Yes u didnt see wrongly.
The word is HELL
H-E-L-L
HELL
Sch is like a heaven to me.
And being able to go to sch is the happiest moment of my life(i swear to god thats true)
I dun hate my family.
I just hate myself.
Cause i cant have a proper one.
Passing N should be a happy thing for me.
But i WASNT.
Yes u didnt see wrongly again
Its WASNT
W-A-S-N-T
WASNT
I didnt get the laptop as promised, I got a screwed up christmas and I CANT EVEN GO TO COUNTDOWN.
Now wat kinda life is that?
Isnt it well screwed?
I finally understand that after my mum left.
i got simply NTH ELSE.
I can say that during the 14 days in cambodia.
They are the most beautiful days of my life.
They were bright, and shiny.
The arrival in singapore had made my life dark and thunderous.
Everyday was like hell at home and the onli escape was going out with my friends.
I love my friends.
They are cool people.
Im the uncool one inside.
Im broke and PATHETIC.
Yes the word is PATHETIC.
If u say that 9/10 children in singapore are fortunate.
Im the unfortunate one i guess.
Now the onli thing i can count on is my education.
Nothing else.
Im going to need to focus on my education and leave this place as soon as i can get to uni.
Well..
Guess i'll end it here.

Tears rolled down my cheeks like droplets of a heavy downpour.
Akatsuki sven

SEC 5 here i come!

2009-12-22T04:10:00.000-08:00

IM GOING TO SEC 5!!
This month is a busy month.
After 31 countdown, everything will turn serious as its the O lvls.
Im in a dilemma luh..
So should i just seriously go for it or not...
Really unsure..
Lets just take things slowly ba i guess.

This 2 weeks will be very busy.
First theres CHRISTMAS!
Then must watch sherlock holmes..
Last but not least......THE COUNTDOWN PARTY!
Its gonna be crazy i guess.
But its gonna burn a big hole in my pocket too i guess.
Guess i just have to keep bugging my aunt for money already :(

Are u the one? Cause i dun wanna break my own heart once again~
AkatsukiSven

Yay finally got phone!

2009-12-14T20:04:00.000-08:00

This few day was bored ttm.
Stayed at home almost everyday.
Neone wanna go bugis?
For movie or shopping?
Thursday till sat cannt go out le.
Aunt going overseas, must stay at home look after grandma.
Sunday im definitely watching Avatar.
Who wan join can tag at tagboard.
Im going alone.
Or maybe with some good friends.
:)
Tmr maybe going out with KY they all i think. :)
I wanna shopppppppp
Especially my Cheap Monday jeans!
I wanna get a new one!
The old one wear till sian liao.
Time to save
Hope i pass my N lvl.
Then i can ask for alot thing le :)
If fail i gonna go find work le.
:(
This few day dunno wat happen.
No motivation to maple or dota.
Like play till bored or wat le. LOL
Time to study hard!

Tourism here i come!!!!!! Smile like Never Smiled Before :)
AkatsukiSven

Its all about u in the past~

2009-12-13T04:51:00.000-08:00

The past is past.
I guess all i can do is to move on.
I respect ur choice.

Went cheryl's birthday yesterday night.
Was fun as i get to meet lotsa SL mates.
Hermun was damn funny lols.
We put chilli padi into a cup of coke.
And here comes thirsty haikal who drank some of it and was shouting for water LOL
I learnt many things as i had said in the different post.
And went i came back to singapore, i learnt something too.
I learnt the importance of moving on.
When we encounter problems, we try to solve it, and quickly move on.
No point staying at the same point and repeat the same old thing again.
Im really tired already.

Guess its time for Me to move on... I'll just have to get over u~
AkatsukiSven

IM BACK!

2009-12-04T23:29:00.000-08:00

IM BACK!
Miss mi?
Bet u guys didnt.
CAUSE I DIDNT EVEN GET A TAG!
:'(

The trip was super fun.
I wished we had stayed longer.
The team was very bonded and we helped one another in times of needs.
I hope we'll all get the chance to get together soon again.
Everyday of the trip was a challenge.
From the carrying of the sand, to the finishing touch of the classroom.
Every grain of sand comes within our heart.
I've learned alot from the trip.
And im sure all the other SLmates too.
We all made new friends and bonded with each and other.
Showed our care and concern for each other when we got sick or homesicked.
This 14 days of my life was deep and meaningful.
I never regretted going to cambodia though i had missed alot of things back in singapore.

Of all the things i missed.
Most of it was u.

Regret onli wat u never did. Never regret wat u had done.
AkatsukiSven

Must it really end this way?

2009-11-15T22:42:00.000-08:00

Status
Confidence: 0%
Mood:0%
Emotionally breakdown:100%
Socialising abilities:0%

This whole week's activity includes:
•Stay at home
•Staying at home
•Stayed at home

Aint gonnna go out this week.
Aint doing anymore shits.
Life's beginning to be such a drag.
I will still do my best at cambodia.
Dear friends.
I know u guys are trying to help.
I appreciated it alot.
But its all up to me.
No one can help.
If in some way i had offended some of u guys.
Im sorry.

To:you
Sorry that i loved u.

Life's a bitch........ for me
AkatsukiSven

Finally got time~

2009-11-08T19:04:00.000-08:00

I finally got time for update!
Haha but after this update i gotta rush for work..
Stupid chiawei ask mi update LOL
Last few days were fun haha.
Just when i felt that i screwed up.
Everything turned out fine.
2 weeks to the trip to cambodia
U guys gotta miss mi uh haha
Gtg now or i'll be late for work (again)
Sayonara!

Work sucks, Trust mi
AkatsukiSven

Dilemma~

2009-10-21T22:49:00.000-07:00

I wanna get over u already..
Its pointless.
I think u still like yu jie ba.
Well, i found that someone else had broken into my heart too.
Now i really dunno wat to do.
Cause i know that we're impossible.
I cant like her.
But i did.
How?
Wat a drag..
Noone can help mi but myself.
I hope i can still pull out of this before its too late ba..
Haiis..

Dilemma~
AkatsukiSven

I understand..

2009-10-15T23:46:00.000-07:00

I know..
Nothing i do will ever win ur heart.
Im totally hopeless in ur eyes.
Well, if ur happy then im fine with everything.
But i just wan u to understand.
Im willing to do anything and anything just for ur sake.
Even if its to my disadvantage.
Cause i had never liked a girl as much as u.
Friends mocked mi, teased mi, laughed at mi, said all those nasty things that u'll never be mine.
But to hell with it.
I dun care u're with who.
I just wan u to be happy.
Im a simple person.
Just that people tends to think that im a very complicated person.
If u dun wan to speak to mi or dun wanna talk to me anymore, I really understands.
Thats all i got to say.

"In my book, U'll always be the lead character. In your book, im just a normal character fading away, chapter by chapter...."

I lived for nobody........................ but u
Akatsuki Sven

Moonlight resonance

2009-10-11T22:33:00.001-07:00

Ok..
So hows my blog song.
I think its alright uh?
Not bad ma.
The feeling is there.
Days without school feels so weird.
I WANNA GO SCH!
LOL
Someone ask mi out man.
Im so bored at home. :X
Ok gtg now.
Cya dudes!
Sayonara!

Look i bought your favorite ice cream, i dont wanna see it melt away
Akatsuki Sven

Bad Day~

2009-10-11T00:47:00.000-07:00

Yo's im back(finally)

2009-10-06T20:07:00.000-07:00

I'm BACK! (Finally uh)
Haha. so long never blog le.
N lvl start le thats why.
The papers are like so easy.
Man this is so bored.
Reached lan at 7am.
Maple update just nice at 7am.
And i can onli play till 11am.
JUST NICE THE UPDATE EnD AT 11am!
#%#$%
Man i just have to come tmr then.
zzz
Ok i gtg now cya guys.
Tags are soooooooooooooo welcomed.
Spams at plurk are oso welcomed.

I WAN KARMA!!!
Akatsuki Sven

Boring day with no computer~

2009-09-27T04:07:00.001-07:00

Days with no computer can make u go crazy lols.
But i got someone to text so its alright haha.
Thinking back, i got no one to count on but myself.
My brothers will not be always there for mi.
My friends may not always be there for mi.
In this strange society.
Can i really survive?
I seriously think i need to study hard already.
At least start now.
I dun regret my easy life.
But i'll regret if i never had the chance to get a hard one.
Its not the failure that will kick u out.
But its ur spirit that failed u.
With determination comes with great success.
Success is 1%inspiration and 99%perspiration.
My primary sch teacher told me that and i'll keep that in mind, always.
I dun wish to be wat great businessman.
I just wan a simple life..
With no worries..
My dream was to live in a beach hut.
With my wife and children,
Fish for a living and once in a while, with my wife and children, travel around..
Why live so complicated when u know that once u die, everything u work so hard for is gone.
Its better to live without regrets and leave happy memories behind.
When u die, u will know that its not the inheritance u leave for ur kids thats important.
Its the memories u leave behind and that they will always rmb u.
Thats all for today haha.
Sayonara Mina~

Live with no regrets and die with no regrets~
Akatsuki Sven

Lols~

2009-09-21T05:04:00.000-07:00

Well i've gone missing for 3 days so i'll just summarise up on each day.

Saturday
Went tuition in the morning till noon.
Went to Matthias house to play
Matilda was at home and so was Melantha.
Melantha is sooooooooooooo cute i swear.
She'll grow up to be a real beauty.
Well she's in primary 2 onli so i dunno if the future's still the same haha.
Went swimming together with my 3 cute little cousins.
After that went for dinner at tampines mall's Express Teppanyaki
Yummy man!
After that went to NTUC for shopping of groceries.
Uncle mike bought hell lotsa things for mi to bring home =.=
After that he drove mi home and slept.

Sunday
Went Far East with Weineng and Tianshi and Weiliang.
They are fun people haha
Was planning to wait for Weikang then go dota together.
But end up they dun wan wait le cause too long.
We dota-ed for like 2-3 hours and then Weikang came.
They suggested going fishing haha.
So we all went home to prepare.
When we reach the fishing site,
We realised theres no fishing weight LOL
Then we just throw all the light stick into the water.
I threw the furthest lor..
Then we went to katong to eat.
Kaiyoon called and said they at Grandlink.
Wanted to go de cause im dead bored over there.
But end up they got 5 le so dun need mi to go :'(
So we all went home and i slept.

Today
Went tuition,
After tuition went home
Slept till now
Blog and thats all!
LOL!
Boring day uh
Well guess i'll go now and dota with HO ZHENG HUI
Sayonara Mina!

When i say goodbye, its not to end something. Its to start something new~
Akatsuki Sven

Tomorrow's SATURDAY!

2009-09-18T03:41:00.000-07:00

Weeeee tomorrow's got tuition woooohoooooo
Am i going crazy or wat.
Why am i so happy over having tuition lols!
Think after tuition most likely going out ba.
I WAN MY CHEAP MONDAY SKINNY MAN!
I'LL GET IT SOON GRRR!
Now that IONOrchard is up, time for some immense shopping spree.
That is after i pay back all the money i owe to ppl like yujie and some guys.
But the monte blanc wallet is like too much to ask for lols.
400+ for a wallet is not cheap man.
But i swear i'll get it next year.
400+ is like so easy so save LOL.
It'll take mi 2 months i think.
Oh ya.
I can get it this year!
Gonna work on dec holiday so i can get it man!
WEEEeee
I wanna pass n lvl!
If i pass my aunt's gonna get mi a new laptop!
and that makes it like 4 coms in my house!
but my other laptop is spoiled grr..
Theres so many things i wanna get!
Like a new phone.
Im looking for something light, speaker's loud, WiFi enabled, PDA type of phone.
Well i'll get it when i sees it.
Im eyeing N97.
It looks kinda cool.
Hmm i'll talk to my aunt about the N97 then.
In the mean while, im gonna prepare to go to my aunt's house already.
Not gonna update till monday i guess.
Unless TAYUJIE wans to go grandlink tomorrow for package b LOL!
Today damn funny.
Some our sch de ppl jio-ed us dota 3v4.
Me and yujie tot they pro de.
End up they got trashed by us like dog LOL
I was like...
"Why are we wasting time and money owning shits when we can spend the time owning other shits"
Wat im talking about man!
Im catching no ball already
Gotta rush!
Sayonara Mina!

I OWN IN DOTA. DUN COME NEAR MI!
Akatsuki Sven

Im back!

2009-09-16T06:13:00.000-07:00

Yeah the fever is almost gone already.
My temperature was 38.3 this morning. grrr
Then it dropped to 37.8.
Now it's still 37.5
Dammit luh
I missed 1 day of sch.
Luckily i went for my tuition just now.
At least i learned something.
Auntie Cindy taught mi physics today weeeeeee
Borrowed a physics book from a tuition-mate there.
Dunno wats her name oso.
Longman o'Level physics guide.
Haha :)
But need to return her on sat when i go for tuition.
I really got study there de hor!
Today was late for tuition again OMG
Why am i always late for monday's and wednesday's tuition class.
Saw Matthias at the void deck of the tuition centre.
He was going to print some worksheets so i just followed him to photocopy the worksheets.
Sat down at Macdonalds
After the photocopying, went back to the auntie cindy's house for tuition.
Mathilda was there again haha.
They both very cute can!
I love my cousins weeeeeeee
Mathilda kept hiding my pen today! grrr
Matthias treated mi to lollipop hehe.
Mathilda oso kept doing silly actions like locking mi out when i went to the toilet =.=
After the tuition, head down to my aunt's house.
My grandmother gave mi a damn bitter herbal tea to drink.
I hate it man..
But after drinking she let mi eat the sweet to clear the bitterness.
After that, went back to my own house and here i am blogging!
Ok guess its time for mi to dota now :)
Sayonara Mina!

I love my cousins!
Akatsuki Sven

Tuition again!

2009-09-14T07:14:00.000-07:00

Well, Sch reopened!
Weeeeeeeeeeee
Had pe, play basketball.
After recess was art.
Did my tuition homework during art lesson.
I love my tuition man.
Get to see my cousins more often haha.
Matthias was so cute today.
His only in sec 1 and he know how to do one of my maths question OMG
Well that question was so easy so thats why he know.
Mathilda was there too haha.
Auntie Cindy introduce mi to some of the people there but i still dunno them well haha.
Wednesday is the next tuition class.
Hope to officially know some of them there!
Well, its always good to make new friends.
Widen my social circle ma :)
After tuition went to my aunt's house.
Waited for her to come home and off we went to a nearby family clinic for my checkup.
I lived for 16 years and i dunno wats my blood group OMG.
So the doctor said i need to take the blood test first.
The dr poked one big needle into my veins and i was like "OUCH"
LOL!
My hand is so irritated now.
Gonna punch someone soon or it'll go dead (just kidding) LOL
Ok gonna go make my giant sandwich already!
Sayonara Mina!

Isit just mi or its with everyone else too LOL
Akatsuki Sven

p/s: That line above my nick is so RANDOM :)

First tuition in my entire life

2009-09-12T05:15:00.000-07:00

Today marks the day of my FIRST tuition session in my whole life.
Its great man.
Auntie Cindy have been such a great help.
Mastered sinc rule, cosinc rule, bearings, indices in like 3 whole hours!
Its tiring and i felt so hungry.
And woah, girls from ngee ann sec looks so hot.
Its like 70% are hotties.
The tuition i went to was group tuition so i manage to see many.
But i didnt get to know any cause i dun think they wanna know mi too haha.
I'll just keep my cool and wait for someone to approach mi then :)
Studied from 9am to 1230pm.
First time in my life that i manage to sit down, study real hard, use my brains for 3 and a half hours.
Gonna have tuitions on Monday, Wednesday and Saturday.
Hope i can get to know someone there :)
Heard many names there.
One of them is called christina i think.
The name so cool can.
Got alot more nicer name de.
Gonna love my tuition uh.

After tuition was total disaster yet again.
Was suppose to meet at 4pm for dinner at Old Aiport Rd.
But as usual, shawn soon was late YET AGAIN for 2 hours.
He came at 6pm and i tot we're able to go for dinner already as im darn hungry i swear.
But apparently, Jamuel who had eaten, doesnt wanna go
So we had to wait till 7pm which i couldnt take it anymore.
I just walked all the way to the bus stop alone and ignored them.
Board the same bus as them (i didnt know why i did this)
Alighted at Old Airport Rd.
And walked all the way to grandlink without eating a single thing from 1pm onwards.
And here i am blogging.
Wat a story uh.
I had never enjoy going out with shawn as his ALWAYS late.
Yes its ALWAYS, u didnt see it wrongly.
Its not onli mi saying this.
Tons of people are saying this.

Hungry, Angry and moody
Akatsuki Sven

I haven let go at all..

2009-09-11T00:37:00.000-07:00

Wats happening to mi!
Whereever im doing sth i always think abt u.
I just cant shake it off.
It just came to mi u'll the only one i can come to love and will will always be the one i think of.
I just hope i can always be there helping u and looking out for u.
U will never know how i feel.
Mny times u said we're just friends.
It hurts mi as much as cutting mi up into many pieces.
But i just wan u to be happy and always be.
And no matter wat u do u just have to know i'll always be there right behind u supporting u.
I'll be happy when i see u smile and even if im sad, the thought of u can make everything go.

Sorry yujie.
For the attitude ytd.
Didnt mean to.
Just that i was so moody and just nice u came by.
Sorry.

我愿做你的召唤兽陪你闯危险的宇宙
Akatsuki Sven

Darn upright Pissed!

2009-09-10T02:17:00.001-07:00

Well..
Watched The Proposal.
Its funny and the story is great.
I tot it'll be a great day today.
But many things just break it.
Everything changes.
Wat i tot to be a great day turns out like a disaster.
Firstly ..............................
And then i was like "ok.."
Its all my fault so alright..
But i didnt think i say all those on purpose right?
It was just in a matter of anger.
Its all up to u to forgive and forget now.
Well, glad my blog can make u laugh.
Cause im not right now.
Such a bad day today.
Guess i'll just stop here.
Ytd english was great.
Pure A2.
If onli i can make sure a borderline pass on history and maths.
It'll be a sure pass for N.

Downright Moody and ready to bang the wall.
Akatsuki Sven

Hmm~

2009-09-07T04:25:00.000-07:00

I wan my Future love(Kristinia Debarge).
So let mi Be With You(Akon)..
Because You Belong With Me(Taylor Swift).
So just count to 1234(Plain White T), and come with me..
I'll tell u One Time(Justin Bieber).
You're the Remedy(Little Boots) to my pain and sorrow..
But talking to u had always been like a Battlefield(Jordin Sparks)
So i just keep going Down(Jay Sean) and down and down..
But i know one day i'll Jump(Flo rida) right back up.
I guess im Falling For You(Colbie Caillat).
And Here We Go Again(Demi Lovato).
Or maybe we're Not Meant To Be(Theory Of A Dead Man)...
Its such a Sweet Dream(Beyonce).

This is Copyrighted. All Rights Reserved.

Haha not bad uh?
I did that myself.
Well, with a little bit of feelings in it of course.
It well show wat im feeling now...
So i guess i'll post it up :)
Give mi some suggestions.
I'll do it more when i got the time and the inspiration.
That is with more new songs of course.
Hmm i thought of being a DJ too.
Cause keep listening to 987 muttons to midnight.
They are so damn funny LOL
I got the sense of humor too so maybe im up to it haha.
Thats all for today
Sayonara Mina~

Wat a nice paragraph today :D:D
Akatsuki Sven

Seoul Garden~

2009-09-04T10:10:00.000-07:00

Went seoul garden @ E!hub today!
It was so cool.
Nice but in the end i got a bad stomachache LOL.
Then end up play inside the toilet peeping at one another =.=
After that went MRT and reached home to dota :)
Win some and lost some.
Just finished dota-ing so here i am blogging :)

Today school was freakishly boring.
Especially english.
I just realised that i miss Shirley wong's lesson so much.
I miss her scoldings, her strictness and her stern face.
Well she was just doing all those things for our own good so theres nth to hate her about.
In fact, i kinda like her out of so mny teachers.
But i like Mrs kwok best.
She taught mi english when i was in sec 1 then.
She was so helpful and determined to help mi pass.
But i still failed her.
So i nid to pass english so badly man.
Thanks mrs kwok :)

Well.
If u got anywhere bias with mi.
I dun mind realli.
Talk or dun talk, it doesnt realli matters.
Though maybe i may seem like im so desperate to talk to u.
Maybe u got it all wrong then.
Everything u done so far just helped mi realise better wat kind of person u actually are.
U dun have to think that this whole world must like u or sth.
Cause this world isnt.
Good luck to u my friend.

Signing off~
Akatsuki Sven

WildWildJamuel~

2009-08-30T04:28:00.000-07:00

Went wildwildwet with Jamuel, his sister, his brother and his brother's gf.
Damn fun haha..
But i was super hungry ahhhhhhhhh
After wildwildwet met up with shawn and yujie at whitesands.
Then we cabbed down to geylang for food!
After that went Grandlink to dota.
As usual, Shawn played without a brain and we lost throughout.
Argh~
Reached home at like 1?
Bathed and went to bed.
Woke up at 8 today.
Ate something and went back to sleep.
Woke up at 2+ and ate something again and i went back to sleep AGAIN.
Woke up at 6 and ate again then bus back to my own house and here i am bloggin!
Hehe
Gotta dota now.
Need to get back my face on garena.
My face let shawn throw all liao argh~
Sayonara mina!

Think wat u wan cause u're just being bias.
Akatsuki Sven

Why cant they grow up..

2009-08-28T08:51:00.000-07:00

Lols good work guys.
Nice flaming.
I didnt do anything so why do i deserve all this.
Yee boon, Andy, Clive
I offend till u all issit.
Must flame mi till liddat.
Flame mi still nvm.
Must force mi till no friend be issit.
They all flame mi still nvm.
Im the victim here and there nicola say i act beng?
i was like
WTH?
My fault?
They fault mi and yet she blamed it all on mi?
Did i ask for this?
Ahh nvm ba.
Wan misunderstand mi then so be it lor.
Lol sia.
Compare mi to clive or anyone of them up there,
Who more beng sia.
The answer is so damn obvious.
Its fine with mi lols.
Just that i hate it when people accuse mi.
Super hate it.

Thanks 4b1 guys. I hate to say it but u suck.
Akatsuki Sven

Time to study!

2009-08-27T00:35:00.000-07:00

I felt so much better today.
Well, if people dun wanna talk to mi or hate mi.
Theres nothing i can do really.
So i guess i'll let them do wat they wan.
They are just ignorant and they dun really know mi so i dun care oso.
Lol.
Im not gonna explain myself and i dun owe anyone any explanations.
U wan talk, then talk.
Dun wanna talk, then dun talk lor.
No big deal.
I wun make such a big fuss over people.
For people who wanna talk to mi, i'll ensure i will make ur time with mi enjoyable and for those who dun, too bad.
I dun give a damn on how popular u may be or how good u are, as long as u're a human, u're just like anyone of us.
Lol why am i saying all this haha.
Gonna go study now!
Sayonara mina!

Talk to mi no more? Fine with mi lols i got nothing to lose.
Akatsuki Sven

Leave mi alone guys~

2009-08-26T05:31:00.000-07:00

If im been a nuisance to all of u out there, i deeply apologise.
I just feel that everyone hates mi now.
In class, everyone sees mi with a different eye already.
Even chiawei treat so differently compared to last time.
Suddenly, i felt i was so much different from everyone else.
Different as in a bad way.
I want to talk to Zheng hui and glenn bout this..
But their so busy with their O's and i dun realli wan to bother them with my small problems.
Kai yoon and guys had been distancing away from mi oso i think.
They wouldnt let mi know even the smallast things.
Maybe im just being paranoid but i really think they hates mi.
Ahhhhhh i dunno man..
Not in a good mood so i shall not continue this post.

Leave mi alone and hate mi all u wan
Akatsuki Sven

Normal~~

2009-08-24T06:25:00.000-07:00

Feeling ok now..
Was moody just now..
Couldnt find anyone to talk to.
Guess i'll just keep quiet bout it ba..
Today sch was bored like shyt.
Its either i couldnt msg, or ppl dun reply mi.
Well, got used to it oso.
Changed blogsong to Little Boots -- Remedy.
Hope u guys like it.
I like it but i dunno bout u guys.
Heard it on 987fm.
Find it quite ok ba..
I like Not Meant To Be by Theory Of A Deadman better.
But chiawei go put le.
I wan some originality.
Remedy is nice too so doesnt matter.
Gonna change blogskin soon.
I will change the style of my blogskin choosing le ba.
No more cartoon cartoon de ba.
I wan something more like MY style.
Hmm Ideas anyone?
Well, thats all for today.
Gonna sleep now.
Sayonara mina~

It doesn't have to end this way.
Akatsuki Sven

How can i watch Where got ghost twice!

2009-08-23T03:59:00.000-07:00

I still cant believe i watch Where Got Ghost twice sia...
Lame movie lor~
Well, Fengyi wan watch so just watch onli lor.
Damn sian lor
The stupid Melty Blood game..
I keep losing at the boss...
Time to buck up!
I'll win it the next time hehe
I'll summarise up wat happened on sat ba
Was actually meeting the guys at night for prawning.
But everyone suggest pushing it to sunday.
Went to bank at orchard to withdraw money.
My aunt left onli 20 for mi argh..
Was actually waiting for fengyi at somerset mrt.
But i changed it to bugis as its more convenience for her.
Met her at bugis and we proceed to Illuma to get the tickets.
After getting the ticket, ate at BK.
Then arcade because theres like 30min more and we got nth to do.
Saw jamuel there but he was going home i think.
Went in at 5.30
Bored till movie end.
After movie, escort fengyi home as its late and its 7th month.
I very gentlemen de hor :):)
Went home, watched FF7 Advent Children :):)
Then slept~

Today went to pay respect to my mum.
I miss her damn lots sia!
Haiis, it cant be helped.

I miss u, Mum
Akatsuki Sven

Pls save the bloody earth from being hot~

2009-08-20T23:11:00.000-07:00

THE WEATHER IS UNDESCRIPTABLY HOT!
I HATE THAT!
Wonder when it will rain!
Argh i cant watch K.O.3anguo episode 7 part 2!
Spoiled i think..
Someone give mi a link!
Tudou loads freaking long argh~
Ytd went to tuition.
Sounds weird huh.
My tutors are regrettably kai tat and nigel koh!
I could understand wat they were saying and they are really nice people!
Many a times i wanted to go and slack for awhile by giving an excuse to go canteen to grab a bite.
They would force mi to sit back down and get back to my maths 2008 n lvl paper.
I love them sooooooooo much man.
Brothers forever!
Hope they can pass their O'levels man!
I wan them to go to poly!
Hope Zheng hui, Glenn, Levon, Kai tat, Nigel, Sean, Hui zhen, Pei yi, Yan ting all keep in touch with each other and not go our separate ways!
True friends last forever!
I too must work harder to be able to join them in poly!
Time to go polish up my maths and physics!

Nobody is alone in this world, thats why we need friends :)
Akatsuki Sven

K.O.3anGuo!!

2009-08-18T00:10:00.000-07:00

☆词:aChord曲:东城卫脩☆

我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴滴答滴答答滴身影

指头还残留你为我擦的指甲油没想透
你好像说过你和我会不会有以後
世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有

我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际小小宇宙爱你的我

你听见了吗我为你唱的这首歌
是为了要证明我为了你存在的意义

世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有

我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际小小宇宙爱你的我

爱你的我不能停止脉搏
为了爱你奋斗就请你让我说出口

爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际小小宇宙爱你的我
爱你的我爱你的我

我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴滴答滴答答滴身影

I love this song man, Especially the chorus.
Totally like
Damn nice lor :P
Been watching K.O.3anguo this few days.
Nice show, quite funny.
I'll give it a 8/10 ba cause i still like Love at Dolphin Bay better:)
I like more of romance drama than comedy.
Hmm feel like watching the Ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni~
Been thinking alot this few days ba..
I dunno i totally give u up already anot.
I just feel that everytime i hear this song i think of u.
Its saddens mi deeply ya.
But nothing's gonna bring mi down.
Im jackson for crying out loud!
Shakespeare once said.
"Life is a stage and everyone is just a actor"
We just act out our part and goes..
True love includes mutual trust, mutual respect, giving in to each other.
Its not about being together.
I wan u to be happy.
Thats why im letting go~

我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
Akatsuki Sven

Movie! :)

2009-08-16T10:33:00.000-07:00

Went movie ytd with yujie, shawn, kai yoon and jamuel!
Had a lot of fun owning peeps at illuma arcade playing blazblue.
8pm went in to the theatre for movie.
Watched Where got ghost!
Saw on the commercial that a dance movie is coming soon~
The movie name is Dance Flick i think..
I sooooooooooo gonna watch that.
Im still watching step up 2 once in a while as i think all the dance was so cool!
Especially the ending part.
Then there was this movie i saw today at bugis roadshow.
Called Bandslam i think.
Starring Vanessa hudgens!
Im soooo watching that too.
Went to marine parade library today.
Never studied but played psp while they all study.
After that went PP
Oh ya forgot to mention.
Today arcade at bugis was damn fun.
But abit embarassing oso.
Cause i was like playing The house of the dead 4 then suddenly i realise a whole group was crowding around mi watching..
Not bad, i didnt throw face.
I used onli 1 credit and played till second boss.
Well i can say that not mny of my frens can do that :)
And i went to stage 2 without getting any damage :D
Then i played Blazblue as usual.
I cant seem to use Jin Kusaragi well sia..
His quite complicated.
But i like his fast moves and combos.
I see mny ppl use v13.
Gay character so i didnt wan to follow.
After i reached home dota-ed for 3 rounds.
Owned 2 and lost 1.
Weineng and ts dota is totally CMI
The third round onli i owning with my bs.
My whole team feed like dun have tomorrow.
Haiis.
Cant seem to find a good team.
Kai yoon is hopelessly selfish and shawn plays without a brain.
Jamuel is amateur and onli yujie listen carefully its ONLY YUJIE is good and i can totally trust him.
My dream team includes mi, glenn, zheng hui, yujie and jamuel.
Mi, glenn and zheng huis chemistry is already very good and mi and yujie compliments well together.
Last friday trip to lan is total disaster.
Lost every single round.
Well i couldnt blame anyone because kai yoon wasnt there and shawn played like shyt.

HUI ZHEN's GONNA TEACH MI MATHS! YAY!!
Akatsuki Sven